Some Love, Dream, Nightmare & Happiness

First of all, I'm not sure myself whether to call this a dream or a nightmare.
Have you ever dream the same dream three times in a row in one night? I have.
I sleep, I dream, I woke up and there's tears in my eyes and I sleep back.
I sleep, I dream (the same dream), I woke up and there's tears in my eyes and I sleep back.
And I sleep, I dream (the same dream again), I woke up but this time around I was sobbing crazily while waking up. Weird huh?
I don't know why must I cried but I cried because in my dream, that person died. And I didn't get the chance to tell that person things that I've been wanting to say all along. I really regret of not saying it.

Is this one of the sign? Telling me to say whatever I wanted to say without regretting of not saying it. So, should I say it?

And speaking of sign, I think I can see the sign clearer than before. This is the time I exit from your life totally, I guess. Even though it's hard, if this the only option that can make you have a less stressful life without having to visualize happiness.

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For now, I'm entertaining myself with some love... Indonesian songs is much better when expressing what love is. Enjoy!

"Sekalipun cinta telah ku uraikan...
Dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar...
Namun jika cinta ku datangi...
Aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri~"

"Ketika cinta bertasbih...
Nadiku berdenyut merdu...
Kembang kempis dadaku...
Merangkai butir cinta~"

"Kekasih yakini cintaku...
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh...
Perjalanan mencari jawaban...
Berakhir karam di hatimu~"

signing off @ 21:53:06