Alone

You should be happy when all your friends are enjoying their life in high spirits. Especially, when they’ve found someone special. You should feel happy for them, indeed you are! But why do you feel deep down inside, a feeling of being left alone and not needed by them? You're not jealous, are you? Do they really mean it when they say “Friends Forever”? Sometimes, you feel that they look you up only when they needed something badly from you and forget all about you when they get what they wanted. Sorry to say, sometimes not even a “Thank You”. Are you asking too much from a friend? Who are you to be remembered by them all the time? Are you that important to them? You are asking too much...

signing off @ 22:52:16