No Heart Feeling! Peace!

After the surprise, every night before I doze off I will tend to do some soul searching. Turned 19 lah. And these are what I manage to gather after few nights of doing so! During the surprise I smell something fishy is going on. My thoughts...

1. The Steady Teasing
2. The Planned Photo-taking Session
3. The Girlfriend (Top Clue)

Just hoped no one thinks too much! No heart feeling, Seriously!

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Oh, and I got something to share with you peeps! Done by amateur, a first-timer!

You're confusion to my mind

Every time when it happened, I'll get confused
Whether it will be the last, I'll get confused
But I'm not strong enough to control my feelings for you
Alas, I still have to say good-bye when I fall in love with you

I'm tired and sick of this!
When will the feeling dismiss?
Where are you, my Prince?
When are you going to save me from this?

I wished I have power
So I can dissolve you from here
Is it too much to ask for?
I don't want this feelings anymore

I hate you but I like you
That's what I don't like about you
You're a pain to me
And I'm confused because of you

You're parasite in my mind
Even though I didn't demand
Can't you just leave me alone?
To build back my soul

Seems like good-bye I have to say to you
She's right there waiting for you
My heart refused to say so
Don't turn back anymore

Heart written at 4:07pm, Sat, 9 Feb '08