I'm Hurt!

I dont know why...recently from time to time... you keep hurting me... without you realising it...
But can I blame you if even yourself don't realise it? Sometimes I just feel that you took me for granted!!! I don't like it when I'm being neglected as a friend but at the same time you need me as someone that can help you out! When, Where & How can I find the true meaning of FRIENDSHIP? Is it right in front of me just that I don't see it? Or I still have to look for it? Finding the true meaning of friendship is like searching it in a bright room... What should I do?Do I have to keep looking or just waiting for it to come to me by itself?


You? Do you know when I'm Sad? And when I'm Hurt? And when you hurt me?