Is this the end?

I'm exiting myself slowly and silently from your life.

I hope you'll be okay and don't be stress with your life, aite!

I don't know if sorry is enough to mend all this.

Sorry~

signing off @ 21:44:58

It's not by just saying it... There's a meaning...

It's really unexpected. With just a knock on the door, which disturb my sleep, end up with an apology from a person who has been running away from us for years.

Surprised by the scene though. Wild thoughts passed my mind, but whatever it is, let's pray for the best.

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On the other note, to "hana": Looks like you're going to flood my tagboard with your hatred, anger and grudges (if you have against me). You stated "cukupp kenal kau asiah arshad", betul ke? Sebab, saya sendiri, Nur Asiah Binte Arshad kadang-kadang belum cukup mengenali diri saya. Dan saya rasa manusia ini sukar difahami walau berapa lama dikenali sekalipun. Mungkin awak kenal saya seperti yang awak nyatakan, tapi sudah cukup awak memahami saya?

Memang saya tak nafikan yang saya tak ramai kawan. Tapi kan, buat apa ramai kawan tapi hati kawan-kawan tak terjaga. Seberapa sedikit kawan yang saya ada sekarang, saya akan cuba untuk menjaga hati mereka. Walaupun, kerap kali hati mereka terluka.

"orang kurang kawan plus kasihsyg", saya kurang faham dengan maksud kurang kasih sayang. Apa maksud awak? Saya dapat rasakan kasih sayang yang telah diberikan oleh keluarga selama ini. Saya gembira dengan keluarga saya jika itu maksud kasih sayang awak.

Dan manusia takkan lari dari menghadapi kisah sedih dalam hidupnya. Sebab kalau takde kisah sedih, manusia takkan belajar dalam kehidupan untuk menghadapi cabaran yang akan datang. Kisah sedih dan kisah gembira dalam kehidupan saya, stable and balance. Just nice, for me!

Dan tak tau pulak saya ini dulu cukup terkenal, haha, walaupun hanya terkenal dengan "perangai angin" saya. So, awak ni pernah satu sekolah dengan saya lah kan? Pernah sekelas ke? Mungkin dalam saya tak sedar "perangai angin" saya pernah menyakitkan hati sehingga awak mengeluarkan statement yang sebegitu di tagboard saya, kalau ada silap saya dengan awak dalam sedar atau tak, takpe biar saya jadi manusia sebenar dan mengalah. Minta maaf sejujur-jujurnya dan ikhlas dari hati saya.

Maybe for start, do you mind telling me your name? Or you can give me your contact so we can discuss or have a chat further on this if you're still not satisfied with me.

Saya rasa macam tak cukup dengan apa yang saya catatkan di sini. Sebab, saya dapat rasakan awak takkan berpuas hati dengan setiap patah kata yang tertulis.

Akhir kata, salam maaf dan Salam Alaikum Warahmatullah Wabarakatuh.

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Should I grab the opportunities without having regrets afterward?

signing off @ 15:37:02

So what!!!

In case you haven't realised. Let me state here!

My character is not even 1% similar to yours. So, stop comparing that I am you.

I am me in my own style. Yes! Sometimes I showed my "attitude" to all. I'm just being me. I'll show it if I don't like it. I won't pretend to be the girl-next-door just to make people like me. I'm not like some people who'll act as if okay but then talk behind their backs. If I don't like that particular person I will just stay my distance away from him/her.

And, please! You're not that angelic also! I think I'm way far better than you in so many ways!

Throwing tantrums is part of my character. But still, your tantrums is worse than mine. Just because when I am throwing tantrums and you're not means that you're better than me!

So~ my advice. Pease think before you make any remarks, and be careful it may backfired to you! Thank you!

signing off @ 18:12:09

Mix it together and you get... Asiah

I got so many things to state here.

I got so many pictures to share here.

But right now, I'm lazy. Will do it during weekend and when I've the mood to share.

And I don't want to be disturbed on matters that are beyond my control.

"I feel like quitting and trying something else~"

Oh... One thumbs up for Mr. Script-writer! He's very creative in introducing new obstacles. Okay, maybe I'll reduce to 5 bakul of *tooooot* since you're good at it but the remaining 5 bakul will stay because you still make the sinetron drags.

I'm in my own land~

signing off @ 20:54:17