A moment of silliness

I don't know what really happened. Was I sleep-walking? Or is it just my body is wide awake but not my mind. Ah~ I know! I must be tired mentally that cause my physical reaction to be a bit slow.

I reached office today around 10 plus, with sleepy face.
The office glass door is opened when I entered the office.
Am I just dumb or was I just too engrossed with my handphone - I'm still not sure myself.
I was SMS-ing while exiting the office, without realising the glass door is now closed.

GEDEBANG!

I knocked myself to the glass door. And it was hard, I tell you!
Haha~ And there's few athletes sitting there. They were kinda panic. But I was shocked!
And as am I typing right now, my forehead and nose is still hurt. I can't knit my eyebrows.
I think I'm suffering from concusion. Headache comes and goes. And I can't bend down. Need to see doctor, I think. My colleague thought, there's glass broken somewhere.

Off to watch my sinetron now, before I'm off to bed to rest myself. If not, tomorrow I don't know what else I'm gonna knock myself into.

signing off @ 22:12:19

3 at 3

I'm off to KL in a few hours. Purpose: wedding. Urgh! I don't really enjoy going to a wedding. But slowly, it's kinda fun when I get to see the "kan chiong" aunties.

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Oh! And it looks like it's the time I create a Facebook account. Been asking the same old questions from different people. I guess I'm quite slow when it comes to fast-pace connection through internet.

I need to find one free time, to create the account and explore the real world of Facebook.

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Before I end this, let me present you with one memory. A last performance from me.

signing off @ 03:48:55

Some Love, Dream, Nightmare & Happiness

First of all, I'm not sure myself whether to call this a dream or a nightmare.
Have you ever dream the same dream three times in a row in one night? I have.
I sleep, I dream, I woke up and there's tears in my eyes and I sleep back.
I sleep, I dream (the same dream), I woke up and there's tears in my eyes and I sleep back.
And I sleep, I dream (the same dream again), I woke up but this time around I was sobbing crazily while waking up. Weird huh?
I don't know why must I cried but I cried because in my dream, that person died. And I didn't get the chance to tell that person things that I've been wanting to say all along. I really regret of not saying it.

Is this one of the sign? Telling me to say whatever I wanted to say without regretting of not saying it. So, should I say it?

And speaking of sign, I think I can see the sign clearer than before. This is the time I exit from your life totally, I guess. Even though it's hard, if this the only option that can make you have a less stressful life without having to visualize happiness.

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For now, I'm entertaining myself with some love... Indonesian songs is much better when expressing what love is. Enjoy!

"Sekalipun cinta telah ku uraikan...
Dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar...
Namun jika cinta ku datangi...
Aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri~"

"Ketika cinta bertasbih...
Nadiku berdenyut merdu...
Kembang kempis dadaku...
Merangkai butir cinta~"

"Kekasih yakini cintaku...
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh...
Perjalanan mencari jawaban...
Berakhir karam di hatimu~"

signing off @ 21:53:06