Blogging kills!

Blog can kills!
No wonder there was a case that made the Blogger spend some of their life serving in prison because of what was posted in the blog. Hmm...family ties can be severed because of blog. But hey, we're not related. Aunt? Uncle? Cousin? Let me see. From which side, eh? And this is the truth!

Don't really care about this thing! But when you talk about my family, I have to step in! Sorry if you TERASA! I don't care about your feeling, whether you got scolded or what!

You know who you are - I don't need to metion names here!

signing off @ 15:57:46

I Miss

Aidilfitri is just around the corner.

If you asked me how's the preparation so far? Frankly speaking, I didn't help much. And I missed helping out my mum - hang the curtains, cleaning up the house, etc. But I really missed helping my mum to hang the new curtains. Since both my sis either too scared to panjat or too lazy. As I already start working this year, everyday when I reached home all the job is done. Pity my mum. Seems like I don't get to help much. Except for the shopping part.

Check list:
Hang new curtains - Checked
Change new mattress' cover - Checked
Baju Raya - Checked
Kuih Raya - 50% Checked

"Mak, ade tertinggal tak?" *Shouting to my Mak*

Oh yah! Today followed and watched them trained at Siloso Beach and it sure does bring backs some memories with my street-soccer team-mates last time. The warming up, the running, the tiring part and all. I wonder when can we gather all of them together to catch things up.

And I miss . . . . .

signing out @ 22:55:27

Main thing is to RESPECT!

I can't tolerate his rudeness anymore!!! Day by day he's getting from bad to worse!!!

This year of Ramadhan is really testing my patience. Please pray that I'm strong enough to endure all the pain, anger, sadness etc. If not, later my puasa kena discount!

R.E.S.P.E.C.T
1) When we respect ourselves then people will respect you gradually. Needless to say, you don't even respect people who are older than you, I can't even see you are respecting yourself.
2) You can't snap on other people's opinions. We're free to give out our own comments and stories and ideas. Even if you don't agree with it!
"Memang tak tau malu punya case ar!"

Just a simple courtesy, you're coming in not to your own house, what should you do?
Barge in?!? Tot! Wrong answer!
-We give Salam AND WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO ANSWER THE SALAM AND THE DOOR FOR YOU! Not by coming in as if that's YOUR house! Where's your manner? Don't tell me your parents didn't teach you that simple manner? And let me repeat! THIS IS MY HOUSE NOT YOURS FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!!

Don't you follow rules outside??? Same goes to MY house!
-We don't turn on the TV right after the Azan Maghrib finished before performing our prayer first. Man! You don't even Solat. Astaghfirullah, even pretended like you didn't hear a thing!

How are you going to lead your own family if your PERANGAI is still like THESE and you don't seems to put any EFFORT to change into a BETTER PERSON??

And you said that I got attitude problem?!?! Your problem is much more bigger than mine!!! Mind your own problem first before wanting to kepo on other people's business!!!

And this is before becoming my family member officially, you already putting your ass into my life. It's my business whether I wanna continue study to the higher level or not, at least I want to complete it. Not like you, stop separuh jalan!!!

What will happen if it's official already? Don't tell me... Urgh! I don't even wanna imagine!!!

You made a remark saying that Asiah is a kind of girl who's 'berlagak-sok-tau-aja'. Am I?
But at least I don't brag and exaggerate! Cakap besar tapi tak buat! Blah lah!


For now, I don't even want to look at his face! Full stop.

signing off @ 21:26:17

Random

I'm not feeling good. Physically sleepy. Mentally unstable. Let's hope it won't affect my work.

Speaking of work. There was an event yesterday. At first, everything was running smoothly. Somehow, in the later part things became a bit chaotic and getting out of hands. Luckily can manage. Boss looked kinda pissed! Ouh oh!

Understand - understood, our mental and physical tire double easily in the month of Ramadhan. I accidentally fell asleep while doing my work at the office and I think my boss saw me laying my head on the desk. That was on Tuesday.
Today - I fell asleep at the praying room after my Zohor prayer, sitting, ending up getting a leg cramped. Nearly an hour and no one realize that I was missing. Good huh!

"Asiah, what are you working as?" - Random people questioning me. I don't really want to answer . FYI - I'm proud with my job, just lazy to story panjang lebar. Sorry peeps! I'm happy with my work and the environment that is enough.

My GF said, I was lucky to get to work there. My first job and already in a big organization. She said I should give a treat to the person who actually kinda tarik me to join in as volunteer and to the person who kinda recommending me. Hmmz, great idea I think! Insya Allah, one day I will give a treat to both of you guys - you know who you are!

I'm damn exhausted, chao!

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Before that ~>

As for you... Hmm... "Assalamualaikum, Cinta!"

signinig off @ 22:16:12

I've never dream about it!

I've never dream about working with big people, big names, big organisation and big build (haha). And now I'm living the dream that I've never dream before. It's unbelievable how life works.

Last time, my GF and I were hoping that we can work together. Now, she got her job at a travel agency and I got a job at this organisation. And I've never dream that my friend who was my classmate, now is a colleague of mine.

It has been 3 weeks since I changed my job scope. I'm still learning and trying to do my very best. The staff are nice peeps, they've been a great help when I need it. What I can see so far is that all the staff works with passion.

I hope that this is the best path for me.

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I wanna blog more, but... I don't know how to put my thinking into words. Hmm...

As for you ~> Assalamualaikum, Cinta! (^_^)

signing off @ 16:14:44