2 Matters

For this entry, I divided it into 3 sections. Each section has different story about it. So, read on if you want to find out what it is about.
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1st Section
I know YOU read my blog and I guess you must be hurt about what I wrote here. And this section is dedicated to you because I wanna clear things up. Even though, as hard as I could trying to forget the incident that occured but sometimes it's like haunting throughout my life. You told/asked her that,"Why did I wrote like that? The truth is that you didn't accuse me of what had happened." As far I can remember, after the incident occured, we didn't talk to clear things out. So, all these while I know misunderstanding do still happen over a slightest matter and sometimes we don't feel comfortable around each other. I know I don't. My first reason, for an example purposes. Second reason, I think, when that kind of thing happened plus with the surrounding and the peeps around it'll somehow tense you up a little. Our classmates may have forgotten about that, but not me. So you want an apology? Ok, I'm sorry if you're hurt because of my entry! Ikhlas.
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2nd Section
This gonna be the continuation on my previous entry.

~>So macam mane kita nak tahu kalau Allah S.W.T tu wujud?

These are the answers I captured from TV3 drama MENCARI ARAH KIBLAT.
It was answered by Azura's dad.
1)Kita tengok kat pokok tu, bergoyang kan ditiup angin (was pointing at the tree). Di situlah kita tahu wujudnya Allah S.W.T walaupun kita tak nampak angin tu tapi kita dapat merasakanya. Dan ia sama seperti Allah S.W.T, kita tak nampak Dia tapi kita tahu dia ada.
2)Contoh, Roh. Sebab kalau roh takde dalam badan kita tak akan hidup. Kita tak nampak roh tu tapi kita tahu roh ada kat dalam badan kita.
3)Kita tengok tapak tangan kita. Ada tulisan nombor arab kalau kita tahu. Sebelah kanan 18 dan sebelah kiri 81, kalau kita campur 99 kan? Kat situ lah kita akan dapat cari dan kenal Allah S.W.T.
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signing off @ 20:58:09

Salam Maulidur Rasul 1429H

Salam Maulidur Rasul!

Pernah tak kita bertanya pada diri kita sendiri, dalam satu hari berapa banyak kali kita ingat pada Rasullullah? Berapa banyak kali kita selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W setiap kali kita terdengar namanya disebut? Ketika kita sedang sibuk dengan kehidupan seharian, ada tak terselit ingatan pada junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad S.A.W? Jangan nak kata Rasullullah, agaknya bila dah sibuk Allah S.W.T pun kita tak teringat langsung walaupun sekejap. Itulah manusia, sentiasa lalai dan lupa.

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Sempena Maulidur Rasul, TV3 banyak menayangkan drama-drama yang berunsur agama. Dan tadi dapat tengok satu drama yang boleh dikatakan dapat menginsafkan.

MENCARI ARAH KIBLAT. Berkisahkan seorang lelaki yang sesat dalam kehidupannya. Alvin (Mcm nama chipmunk kan? Hihi...), seorang Cina. Ok, si Alvin ni adalah seorang yang suka pegi disco, kaki perempuan, kaki arak dan kaki-kaki yang sewaktu dengannya. Suatu hari, ketika dia dan kawannya, Jo, tengah lepak kat satu kedai kopi ada satu orang buta mintak sedekah. Peminta sedekah tu approach kat Alvin ni dengan memberi salam jadi si Alvin tu tercengang lah sebab tak tau nak jawab apa dan si kawan dia, Jo, pun bukan nak jawab walaupun "seorang Islam".

Jadi Alvin pun berilah sedikit duit dan sebagai balasan Alvin dapat some sort of some note with ayat yang bertulis "Bismillahirrahmanirrahim" dalam tulisan Arab dan Alvin sekadar simpan kat dalam wallet dia. Tapi sekeping nota kecil tu lah yang merubah kehidupan dia.

Dan satu kejadian yang memang realiti lah dalam kehidupan kita sekarang nih, I wanna share with you all. Sebelum peminta sedekah tu datang, bunyi azan kedengaran, so dia tanya pada Jo,"Jo, kau tak sembahyang ke? Sembahyang tu kan penting." Dan nak tau apa kawan dia cakap? "Memang lah penting, bahkan wajib! Tapi lain orang lain-lain lah. Semua ada kubur masing-masing!" Dan ini kadang memang terjadi kat kehidupan kita kan? Betul tak?

Sejak tu, Alvin seperti tidak berminat dengan disco. Lagi-lagi lepas bertemu dengan seorang gadis, Azura. This is where it all begin. Alvin mula beli buku-buku yang ada kaitan dengan Islam. Belajar dari buku-buku tu. Dan cara dia nak mintak si Azura ni ajar dia, very cute sey! Dia cakap,"boleh tak kalau kita jadi lebih dari kawan?" dan si Azura ni pulak ragu-ragu dengan Alvin sebab dia pernah nampak satu perempuan serang Alvin and it happened right in front of her. Azura jawab,"Alvin jangan ingat saya sama seperti perempuan-perempuan lain yang boleh dibawa ke hulu ke hilir." And that's when Alvin tunjuk kat Azura paper kecil tu. Baru lah si Azura ni mula faham sedikit demi sedikit.

Dan satu part yang aku suka, bila dorang keluar berdua, while on the way, dah masuk waktu Asar. Alvin berhentikan kereta dia kat depan masjid,"dah masuk waktu, tak baik lewatkan solat."

Oh mama mia... Aku boleh jatuh cinta ni dengan orang gini. Sape tak oi! Orang yang belum memeluk Islam tapi dah mempelajarinya macam very understanding and from there we can see how serious that person in converting into Islam! Agaknya memang betullah dan tak melebih kalau aku cakap, seorang saudara baru lebih kuat imannya dan berkobar-kobar untuk mempelajari Islam daripada orang yang memang dilahirkan dalam keluarga Islam.

Dan untuk lebih mendalami Islam, Alvin ikut Azura balik kampung. Kat situ, Alvin boleh mempelajari tentang Islam dari bapa Azura. Aku suka cerita ni sebab apa soalan tentang Islam dijawab dengan creative.

~>Macam mane kita tahu Allah S.W.T tu ade bila kita tak boleh nampak Dia?

Nak tahu jawapannya? Stay tuned and wait for my next entry... Tungguuuuuu~

p/s: Oh! I wanna promote this book! Boleh dibaca oleh kaum Adam dan Hawa kat luar sana! You can learn about Love and Islam from this book but in a more santai way... I just love the couple in this novel. At first, I borrowed the novel from library when I read and see how beautiful it is I bought one for myself.

signing off @ 19:44:32

Help!

Next month, F&B supp paper...

Took out the book...

Stare at it...

Flip it through...

Close it and put aside...

Don't know where to start...

Hmmmzzz...

Yikes!

Help... anyone...

I need motivation... I guess...

Maybe YOU can help? Please...

signing off @ 14:53:15

Dreams feel so Real

I had a dream just now...
It feels so real!
The feeling of being ignored and left alone.
In my dream, all my friends find me a nuisance.
Seriously sey I feel so damn sad.

(^_^)til here...nak mandi...busyuk nih...hehe...(^_^)

signing off @ 11:22:05

Driving License - Step 1 - Done!

I've Basic Theory Test (BTT) today at 4:30pm. I was kinda nervous while on the way to the centre. Sweaty palms, unstable heart-beat and I was feeling cold out of sudden. And I don't know why... Upon reaching the classroom, ouhkay! All the nervousness was gone and the feeling of excitement took over! Hehe...

First, IC was scanned and we were told to sit at the place given and there's some briefing. 2 more minutes before the test conduct, I feel like grinning. Wanna know why? All that came for the test have this stressful look on each of everyone faces and I was trying very hard to hold my grins...Nyehehe! I just feel funny!

And thank God! I passed my BTT!!! Even though alot of people commented that sometimes the questions are complicated, but the one I took it was quite easy!

Here comes the 'selenge' part of me. After we passed our BTT, we're suppose to collect Provisional Driving License (PDL) to allow us on practise driving. The Selenge Asiah booked a date for Final Theory Test (FTT) instead of collecting my PDL. So, I've to go back to that centre next week maybe, to collect my PDL before I can practise my skill on driving.

Step 1 - passed! Well done Selenge Asiah! (^_^')

signing off @ 19:55:58

Alone

You should be happy when all your friends are enjoying their life in high spirits. Especially, when they’ve found someone special. You should feel happy for them, indeed you are! But why do you feel deep down inside, a feeling of being left alone and not needed by them? You're not jealous, are you? Do they really mean it when they say “Friends Forever”? Sometimes, you feel that they look you up only when they needed something badly from you and forget all about you when they get what they wanted. Sorry to say, sometimes not even a “Thank You”. Are you asking too much from a friend? Who are you to be remembered by them all the time? Are you that important to them? You are asking too much...

signing off @ 22:52:16

Study Hard or Study Smart?

Result's out!
I scored A for my Accounting. I can't belieeeeeve this. Haha!
And B for my Communication. Satisfied with it.
And another 2 modules? (^_^') F lah!

My comment on F&B paper, I don't have time to study. Alah, EXCUSES! But seriously to me I can't. Less than 7 days to revise. Is a big NO for me. If people say,"You just have to manage time properly and it's all about Time Management!" Hear this! Not all people can manage time PROPERLY. Case Studies paper?! Hehe... I also don't know how I answered. Logically+economically! Frankly speaking "package". So I've to resit for this 2 papers in April and May in order to complete the course. Since, now I have a lot of time to study!

So Study Hard Asiah... again! {And make it a last time for these exams}

signing off @ 09:41