Ferrero Rocher, anyone?

"No matter how hard we try to sugar-coat it, it will still end up with what's in the middle of the core. Just like Ferrero Rocher!"

Upon receiving a box of Ferrero Rocher, it reminded me of that quote. An advice from a Fren. And I guess it's a one good advice, I think... Yup! Definitely! But what happen now? I don't think I need to give him Ferrero Rocher anymore. That's better! Hey, he got himself a girlfriend. Well, yeah! I'm good!

p/s: Thanks Fren for the advice! That quote gonna stick in my head for a long time I guess! Maybe every time when I see Ferrero Rocher. I owe you this time!

Peeps, enjoy your Ferrero Rocher!
Take Care Don't Take Drugs!
Aite! Daaa~

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Quote of the day...

"Kebahagiaan ada pada cinta. Selama manusia mencari kebahagiaan untuk dirinya sendiri, bukan untuk bersama orang lain, maka selama itulah dia tidak akan berjumpa dengan kebahagiaan."- Leo Tolstoy

p/s: Go! Look for your happiness! Jia you!

signing off @ 13:27:35

Flabbergasted News! OMG!

This news shocked me! I just found out a few days ago. He has a girlfriend or should I say he found himself a new girl. And it's quite recent when he confessed to me that he likes me and want our relationship from just friend progressing to one step higher! I'm astonished! On one hand he said that he likes me but on the other hand he's in a relationship with another girl. What kind of game is he trying to play? I don't get what's on his mind, really! Will he still toy with the girl's feeling, if let say, I said "YES"?

I heard quite a number of stories on relationship problems. Be it the close one to friend's friend's friend... argh you get what I mean! And sometimes, I'm scared to get into one even though deep inside of there's a feeling of wanting. Scared that it will happen straight at my face! And I know I can't accept a heart-break bravely . Witnessing myself, the failure in relationships of the people I know makes me wonder...

I'll never break your heart
Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Oh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie

As time goes by
You'll get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let your feeling show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

signing off @ 4pm

Split personality? Impossible!

Daud Yusof
I just love reading Daud Yusof's column in Manja magazine. Every month, my elder sis will buy the magazine and I will just borrow a couple of minutes to read that particular column. Every month, he will come out will refreshing and brand new topics. And the good thing is, all the topics will somehow related to what is happening around us. At first, I couldn't believe that one serious Anchorman can write topics that are not serious at all. He always looks so serious and tensed when he reads the news, but when he writes, it doesn't even sounds like him. He will slot in a couple of jokes in it even if it's one serious topic. I admit that I don't really like to watch Malay News at Suria, but when he's the one that gonna be the newscaster, I'll stick to the news till its end. I just don't know why! (^_^)

Whatever it is, I really envy Daud Yusof because he really can present himself very well in front of the camera. Daud Yusof, can look so serious but not in his articles.

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Love story, read it!

Seorang jejaka menghadiahkan kepada si gadis yang diminatinya sejambak bunga ros segar beserta sekeping kad dengan meletakkan ia di atas meja si gadis tanpa pengetahuannya. Si gadis yang melihat merasa hairan kerana tidak terlihat sesiapa pun di pejabat itu dan mengapa bunga itu diletakkan di mejanya. Pada fikiran si gadis, pasti orang yang menerima bunga itu bertuah dan sesiapa yang menghadiahkan pula seorang yang romantis. Tanpa pengetahuan si gadis, bunga ros itu sebenarnya untuk dia. Mengapa rasa bertuah? Kerana di dalam sejambak bunga ros segar itu terdapat sekuntum bunga ros plastik. Di dalam kad itu pula tertulis, "My love for you dies when the last petal of the roses falls". Pada fikiran si gadis, sudah tentulah kelopak bunga yang terakhir tidak akan gugur kerana ia bunga ros plastik. Dan ini bererti, cinta si jejaka buat si gadis tak akan berakhir sampai bila-bila.

p/s: How fortunate it is if the girl was me? I couldn't ask for more from the guy. I wish...

signing off @ 7:22pm

Part 2

Ok, here's the continuation from my previous post...

Why Sheela is sitting on the ground? Remember? She tried to fly the kite actually (^_^')
Last sunday, we'd a gathering. AGFT gathering. With themed of "Kampung", we'd Nasi Ambeng for lunch, fly kite-"Batu Selembat"-frisbee, etc. Most important things is we get to gather together, just chillin' and changing stories on what have happened in our life. Miss you girls lah!

AGFT stands for Al-Falah Girl Football Team, girl's team that have passion for football. Yup, we do have one in Singapore. Trained by a professional National League player. Interested? Give me a ring! Aite? (Promoting a little here...He3)

Part of Sheela's actions in flying the kite... Cute hah? The girls' action in playing frisbeeOh! And I got another birthday surprise! How cool is that? 2 surprises... Touched! Thanks, ladies! Me & Sheela shared the cake. Hana should be in the pics actually, but she got something else at the very last minute.

Sheela & I - Feb Babies - Hana, not in pics

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Quotes for the day...

-"If you love someone, put their name in a circle instead of a heart. Because hearts can break but circle go on forever."

-"Sahabat sejati... Seorang yang selalu hadir masa kita sedih dan kesepian. Selalu bersama saat duka lara... Memahami dan boleh menghiburkan. Tak pandang kaya atau miskin. Seseorang yang membantu kita bangun tatkala kita jatuh. Sama-sama menitiskan air mata bahagia masa kita senang... Jadi teman yang menghiburkan masa kita tak punya sesiapa untuk bersandar."

Signing off @ 9:00pm

Stress out...

Ok, my question for today!

What usually will you do when you get angry with someone? Go and 'hang' that person back? Argue back? Or...

My way... or should I say, I'm just being me!

What I'll do when I get upset or angry at someone, I'll tend to keep quiet, stay at one corner and just think what had happened, what's gonna happen next and what should I say next. But then, people around will think that I sulked. And I hate it when people think that I like to sulk. I'm just keeping my anger inside me with just keeping myself quiet or else I will do something that not supposed to be done.

So, I'm telling you peeps now, when something happened that have made me angry and I just kept quiet out of sudden... Please know that I'm not sulking but thinking and keeping myself from getting angrier. I've tried every time to have more matured thinking when I'm angry, but each time, I failed. It's all about mind over matter!

Do leave a comment at the tagboard...

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Want to know why is Sheela sitting on the ground? Stay tuned to find out!

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Quotes for the day

"Cinta tidak perlukan sebarang alasan. Jika kita sudah sayang seseorang itu, sudah mencintai seseorang itu, sebenarnya kita tidak mempunyai alasan kerana hanya perasaan sahaja yang tahu kenapa timbulnya rasa cinta itu."

Signing off @ 8:33pm

Talented Peeps!

I'm so envious of those people with multi-talents... Especially with music talents, such as; they can sing, play instrument... And right now, how I wished I can be like them! Both, Taylor Swift & Marie Digby.

Taylor Swift

Young and talented plus pretty. She sings and write her own songs. She plays guitar and piano. She's a country music singer-songwriter. She's my age, man!
I love all her songs because its just different. All her songs doesn't make your ears go berserk... Instead, it will make you addicted with it. The song you're currently listening to is "Teardrops on my guitar" it really catched my ears when first time I listened to it... with its melody and lyrics. I just know her existence few weeks ago from my sis.

Go check out her Myspace http://www.myspace.com/taylorswift

Marie Digby

From just a girl who sings her own songs now she's a recording artist, yup! She used to shoot her own vidz of her singing accoustically and post it on Youtube. Another one young and talented singer. She can plays piano and guitar, she writes her own songs and she sings beautifully! Plus, she's gorgeous! "Stupid for you" catched my ears. Thanks to Amirah for introducing me to her last year... and I've been admiring her since.

Go check her Myspace http://www.myspace.com/mariedigby

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Friend, pal, companion, buddy, partner, chum, ally, mate… that are what I managed to find in the dictionary! Different words but with one meaning. Friends, are someone we can rely and trust on other than our own family. That's what my definition for FRIENDSHIP.

And here I would like to share with you peeps! I found it somewhere somehow in the Internet World! I think it's the same writer of "You're confusion in my mind". It stated that he/she is an amateur in this line, that's why the usage of the language is still understandable and not metaphorically speaking.

A True Friend

We’ve been sharing secrets together
Showing each other our true colors
And I’m glad you’re still right here
Being a true friend forever

We sing our songs out loud together
And you resume when my memory falls
You don’t need me to tell
Cause you’re the one who opened my shell

You’re there when I am down
You’re there when I am frown
Always there when I needed to share
You don’t have to look around
You don’t have to make a sound
Always there when you needed to share

When people around don't understand
You're always there giving me the chance
Bringing down rainbows to my laps
Just to tighten the gaps

You are a great true friend
Can't change you with anyone else
In good times and bad times
No one can take your place

If you're in dismay, remember that
I'll always there when you needed to share

signing off @ 2:02pm

Pointing Finger At The Wrong Person

What will you feel usually when you've been accused by something you never did?? Angry? Agitated? Irritated? Annoyed? Mad? Or you can still smile happily...? I've been through this once. And seems like history is repeating again...

Last time in my secondary school, when my table-mate lost her wallet or money... I forgot... I was being accused of stealing. I was damn furious at that time!!!
And just because of me sitting next to her made me the first suspect! I was so angry at that time, even the teacher who was doing the spot-check was scolded by me... I wasn't even in the class when this thing happened and suddenly "BAM" right on my head. Who won't, right?
But that was the past... Things are cleared already! It takes time to make me forget about the case.

This time around... argh... I don't have the mood to put it here! How long this time? 1 day. 1 month. 1 year. Or I just have to live with it for eternity?

And to YOU... you know who... Million thanks...
For liking me all these while.
And your eagerness of wanting to know me better everyday.
And your patience when chatting with me.
It's fate that brought us together but fate too doesn't want us to be together.
Don't worry we can still stay as friends.
Look for me when you need me...
I'll always be here!
As a friend that keeps supporting each other!

signing off @ 2:20pm

No Heart Feeling! Peace!

After the surprise, every night before I doze off I will tend to do some soul searching. Turned 19 lah. And these are what I manage to gather after few nights of doing so! During the surprise I smell something fishy is going on. My thoughts...

1. The Steady Teasing
2. The Planned Photo-taking Session
3. The Girlfriend (Top Clue)

Just hoped no one thinks too much! No heart feeling, Seriously!

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Oh, and I got something to share with you peeps! Done by amateur, a first-timer!

You're confusion to my mind

Every time when it happened, I'll get confused
Whether it will be the last, I'll get confused
But I'm not strong enough to control my feelings for you
Alas, I still have to say good-bye when I fall in love with you

I'm tired and sick of this!
When will the feeling dismiss?
Where are you, my Prince?
When are you going to save me from this?

I wished I have power
So I can dissolve you from here
Is it too much to ask for?
I don't want this feelings anymore

I hate you but I like you
That's what I don't like about you
You're a pain to me
And I'm confused because of you

You're parasite in my mind
Even though I didn't demand
Can't you just leave me alone?
To build back my soul

Seems like good-bye I have to say to you
She's right there waiting for you
My heart refused to say so
Don't turn back anymore

Heart written at 4:07pm, Sat, 9 Feb '08

I do...But I Can't

Have you ever felt to dig a hole and bury yourself? I do.

Have you ever wished someone will just take you away? I do.

Have you ever felt so remorseful for that thing to happen? I do.

Have you ever wished that you'll just vanish from the earth? I do.

Have you encountered your deepest secret was sniffed by someone? I do.

Have you ever wanted to have powers to turn back times to correct it? I do.

Have you ever felt that you shouldn't do something you did even though it's right? I do.

Have you ever wished you lost memories so you won't remember anything you said or did? I do.


Have you ever wished him/her to know that you like him/her?
Have you???

I do. But I can't.

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*I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on, my ears for you to listen to, my hands for you to hold, my feet to walk with you. But I can't lend you my heart... coz it's already belongs to you... Someone.

Surprise!!! I AM SURPRISED!!!

19 years ago... I was born.

19 years later... I've grown up.

Alhamdulillah! I can live up til now!

Bnyk kisah suka, duka, pahit, manis yang telah dilalui. And I'm still learning to be a strong girl!

And yesterday another one beautiful memories. I GOT MY FIRST SURPRISED BIRTHDAY PARTY! Yup, never had one before!

Here's what happened...

Amirah told me she actually wanna spent time with me maybe to celebrate my advance birthday yesterday and told me that she's gonna be here at 11am... Lambat lagi, biasalah tu! Sebab she got stomach-cramped...OK! She said that she's gonna be here after Zohor... And asked me to dress up a bit and neatly sebab nak ambil special pictures with me... Tertipu! Kurang asam kamu yah! Tunggu punya tunggu kata lepas Zohor, ni sampai pukul 2 lebih tak muncul-muncul... And finally at 3+ baru sampai... And she's not ALONE! Terkejut giler sey sebab I didn't expect! Yang lain belum masuk baru jengukkan kepala and I already burst into tears! Malunye... "Jangan nangis-nangis ar!" That was cute... Haha... Unsangkarable sey... Pandai korang simpan rahsia eh!! Nasib baik dah kemas rumah... We just chat, makan2, tgk Game Plan and take pictures!!! HERAN AR...korang tgk Game Plan tak ketawa... And Mira tak penat2 kacau orang! Balas dendam nampak....

They make me feel so small!

I got 2 bodyguard! Nyehehe...

The Mastermind

Thanks Everyone! For the Cute Bear and the memories...

Thanks Carol for the Pooh and the Flower...

Thanks Jeremy for the Sweet Doll...

Thanks Noelle for the Donuts...

6 Feb... Happy Birthday Asiah...(^_^)

Countdown...

Just a few days away from "it"...

2 days to be specific...

Can't wait!

Really?

I don't know myself...

Just can't believe it...

Oh My Allah!