I Don't Wanna Lose Someone~

Have you ever imagined of losing someone you love? Be it your parents, family, siblings, lover, friends etc. And I mean losing them in terms of FOREVER!

I did.

And it is unbearable and undescribable how the sadness can be. Just the thought of it, already made me sob like crazy, let me tell you this, it's scary. And this is just pure imagination. How is the situation when it is real?

Don't take my love ones away from me, please...

signing off @ 00:02:55

Is this the end?

Yeah~ I've been waiting actually.

Intentionally I don't want to make the move first.

I'm analizing and wondering on how important am I in someone's life as a friend.

The verdict? Hmm, whether I'm there or not it doesn't make any difference.

And let me excuse myself slowly and silently without you noticing.

Please let me take a bow first before that~

signing off @ 19:14:04

Vietnam Trip

Touched down at Ho Chi Minh City - 1600hrs.

Man! The flight was damn bumpy. Or maybe this is my first time taking flight other than SQ. Seeing a lot of motorbikes, an under-developed country, cheap-cheap stuffs.

Didn't do much on first day, reached hotel around 1715hrs local time. Rest for a while and take a shower and at l900hrs went out for our dinner. So much for our first day.


19th Dec 2008, woke up quite late. Missed breakfast. Wooh~ Actually we already planned what time to wake up and all, ending up, my room-mate and I missed breakfast. 1100hrs, left hotel for lunch. Food quite nice. Reached the sports hall, way too early. They did their warming up and all. Quite tiring plus boring because I didn't do much while they are doing their training. But having fun watching them. 3 hours training sure does make their stomaches rumble.

Saturday and Sunday, is the the trial day. My first time seeing all of them fighting. It's an eye-opening for me and a lifetime experience.

21 Dec 2008, training in the morning for 2 hours. Get back to hotel for them to change off for lunch immediately as everyone was hungry then we headed to Cu Chi Tunnel. An historical place. Journey - 2 bumpy hours. And seriously a thing I never imagine I will do, I did. Serious exhaustion. It was damn dark. After finishing the tour, off to have our dinner and then the moment I've been waiting for. SHOPPING. Bin Thanh Market - urgh! Crowded with bikes, price wise I prefer shopping in Thailand.

22 Dec 2008 activities - Lunch and shopping. Then we gonna have dinner on the boat.

Home sweet home Singapore, 23 Dec 2008!

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You're enjoying yourself there....

While I'm right here... Looking...

signing off @ 01:06:43 (Local Vietnam Time)

Smooth Journey - So Far So Good

Done with the packing. New achievements. Proud with it. I packed myself. Me, myself and I. Not a single help from Mom. Hoping to learn new things during the trip. Off to Vietnam from tomorrow till 24th. Consider this as holiday, Asiah. Before planning for a real getaway.

Hmm. Work has been going smoothly. Alhamdulillah! So far so good. Need more guides from the Above and the people around.

30 days Mencari Cinta Games? Dah Game Over dah pun! But I don't consider it game over, since we actually didn't start the game officially. Nah, no biggie! Taking things easy. As for "the meeting", I'm not sure. Whether they put it on hold or what.

signing off @ 04:13:46

Messed up!

That is a one very STUPID mistake!

Just a simple thing, and yet you ruined it!

Pardon me, but, what the *^$%^&$#@^*&%$@!@!#%^%&*% ARGGGHHH!

And I'm not satisfied!!!

signing off @ 15:53:05

Perfection. NOT!

Currently: Guitar madness.
Mentor: Amirah.
Venue: Anywhere.
Time: Every week (if possible).
Result so far: Fingers hurting like mad. OUCH!

Another thing I think I'm good at, photography.
Ok or not, babe? You can be my model next time, yah?

And for now, I need guidance from Above. One big thing at the end of the journey in my teen's life. Insya Allah, I can do it! With the help from all the people I need. Please pray along that every single thing will run smoothly after this. And I can handle matters patiently, positively and maturedly. Bismillah~

Signing off @ 23:54:47

Random

In a week time, it's gonna be exactly one year since I started blogging.

And what can I say is that, so many things has happened and is happening in my life. I learned a lot from it. Become more matured, ehem.

And in two months time... hmm... Anything can happen.

And regarding to the "meeting" it's still pending.

signing off @ 21:16:02